KICK! HIT! GOAL!!!.

i suddenly felt like one big asshole, my entries are super biased towards a particular subject everytime and contain no facts due to the lack of evidences .
I realised I am too shallow to be a politician in this complex world, constantly bombarded by the issues of politics.
STOP, and take a look at people around you, are there any who are really concerned about the well-being of singapore?
i have to admit that I am no exception.
Nevertheless, i have found a spot where real politics are being revealed to me,constantly enlightening me and letting me know the power of a 17 year old and made me super inferior.
Well, once an ACSian, never will be looked down upon.
an ACSian are super unqiue,
never once have I come across such special people.
I looked back at myself in the mirror and found myself so minute in front of these people. They are the true pillars of Singapore, never look down on them, they will grow to emerge as , memebers of the parliament, doctors, lawyers and everything else.
HCI, NJC, RJC and other prestigious schools can jolly well, take the back seat.
i take my hat off acjc.

wonder why i am talking so much crap?
because i am enlightened.

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people say parents are everything to you.
of course, if my parents just die one day on the streets, i will be devastated, SAD that my financial support will be gone.
i will have to depend on myself for everything.
If GRANT wants anyone killed, my parents will be on the top of my list.
lowly educated beings, PERish from my sight.
i FEEL no essence of love at home.
i am from this dysfucnctional family that i have thus become deranged
i am no longer sane .
17 years of torture.
stupidity is overwhelming me.
it's like living ur life in a garbage dump where no one cares and loooked down upon
i see no need for me to gather the energy within me to rebutt and run away from reality.
i am facing it .bravely.
i have never once been happy except for times when i am out of the garbage dump , looking for care and concern .
My parents want me to do well in JC yet are unwilling to fork out money for me to go tuition.
they rather spend it on material needs like a hifi set and more laptops for himself
my father has 2 laptops and he is the most selfish guy in the universe.
3 kids using one com and 1 adult using two com.
WTF?
If there are any brain juice left in him, he will know that he is just a big selfish retard that everyone laughs at.
a few days ago, he smashed his face on the floor at work,
nah , i wasnt laughing
i juz thought it was super normal for him to do such stunts.
maybe it is in the genes.
i wasnt worried when he went to the hospital.
i din even care.
i was busy playing games on the com.
the oni time i can use the com is when he is not around.
wonderful!!
happiness occupy me when my parents are not at home.
weekends are a torture
i am getting out of here.
FUCKERS.

.][-Splattered my blood on
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