KICK! HIT! GOAL!!!.

My need to roam is strong. It grows like a fire fed by oxygen and consumes me like a hungry bear eats it's prey during the salmon runs. It tortures me with thoughts of all the places I could go and see if I wasn't held in place by the bonds of responsibility.

I need to escape, to find a new challenge. I need to search for what was once my true self, but is now an gaping chasm of self doubt and dislike. I used to dream of what will be, and now dream of what should have been.

Anyway, yesterday, i went to watch a movie named Da Vinci. Well, it is not entirely FABULOUS but the storyline written by Dan Brown is Excellent, he is a genius, and this can be proved not only in this book, but many of his masterpieces too. Maybe i am a fan of his, but i am not exactly insane to take Dan Brown for my husband, ARGH.
I had quite a few stuff to grumble but it is all under control. No more bloodshed will be ruined because of one's honesty.
Yeah, and before that, i had my GP mid year exam, it was horrendous. I supposed i flopped my paper 2, well, you shouldn't pray to GOD before any examination, it seems, it makes you look dumb, and secondly, it doesnt help at all.

If buckets of cold water splashes at you continuously, you will not really like it, yeah? It is kinda irritating, do you not find it so? Again.
oh and the attendance of the movie marathon in PJC is pathetic, i must say.
i expected ::bird:: and some of my favourites to appear in that 'cinema' but she only came when she finished C.O and i had left already. I am SAD, devastated, and my body contain no energy nor ideas to devour the BIRD.
I am at my wits end. Well, the ship will eventually reach the harbour real soon yeah?
LOVE is like nature, u wait for it to come to you? OR do you take action?
MAYBE, it's infatuation, pardon me.

Maybe I can say this a better way. As best as I can, I never give anyone the knowledge of how to emotionally hurt me. They dont get inside here and I try not showing them how I feel when they do hurt me.

Alright guys, how will you react if i say
I am going to take over the world one day, i am going to rid the entire universe of religions.
I am going to create a totalitarian state and i will be in charge, of course.

Now, imagine me typing this. I am not laughing.
Genuine words come out of a wise man's mouth, undoubtedly, i am the wise man, in case no one noticed due to the lack of education the government instilled in you.
Anyway, it is never too late to turn against
the non-existent-that 5000'000'000 or more people idolises.
However, i am REAL, i will treat all of you as my equal although obviously, you guys are below my feet.
I will not require you to lick my boots or clean my shrine everyday, but yet, i can still splash raindrops on you to treat your ailments and save any dying soul that are worthy to be saved.
When GRANT clears all the religions, there will be no fights on EARTH anymore, no one will be fighting for the non-existent, however, there is an exception if people fight with their spouse OVER ME.
i will not require u to burn incense or josssticks and support you people in hastening the speed of earth's destruction due to air pollution!
I WILL ENSURE ALL CHINSE will get a job REGARDLESS OF SOCIAL STATUS.
i will not appeal to you people to COME TO ME, because it is only natural that i can give you a sense of security.
AND the best thing of all, you need not whack yourself or prick yourself with needles everytime you do something wrong, torturing yourself in against grant's principle of LIFE.
you do not haf to pray to me to make ur message known to me, u can do that in MSN,
easy!

to prevent being tracked by the universal religion police, i will restrain myself.
DO NOT PRAY FOR MY SAFETY BEACAUSE THERE IS NO NEED, u can support me in msn though=D

.][-Splattered my blood on
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