KICK! HIT! GOAL!!!.

actually, i am not alright, i haf a family literally, but i dun feel it, they juz provide me with a shelter and food and maybe, a place to sleep on,
where's the warmth?
i feel cold everynight, every weekend when i feel prisoned.
less than ten sentences were exchanged daily and i am disgraced to actually tell them that, there's something wrong with ur upbringing.
again, i keep it in myself, leaving myself to think of the worst, like smashing the computer which i am not allowed to use, smashing their new hi fi set with no scv? nor VCD,DVD?
and kill the whole family.
i can oni imagine.
and one day , when my fireballs are ready, they are roasted meat , i will have a com without password,without getting my files deleted now and then, a hometheatre set with DVDs on the go, an xbox with surround sound.
my warcraft is deleted, my maple, my gunbound, my songs, my pics, all gone.
it's a trouble to put them back in my com, so i delete theirs too.
and they locked the com,
WHY?
cos they are guilty and dun want history to repeat when they DELETE my stuff,
how does it feel if ur stuff in the com is gone one day when u got home?
ur PW, ur games? ur memories?
HOW DOES IT FUCKING FEEL LIKE?
to lose ur files?
information needed for ur exams?
or a computer at home, with internet and u cant have access to it?
not even microsoft word or solitare?

well, i have my own mindset, that is, if i cant use anything i like, they cant too,
smash the com?
spoil the modem?
a hole in ur new LCD TV?
SONG BO!
i would love that.
revenge is sweet after all,
i got my hammer and harpoon ready.
BULLSEYE! INTO the TV!

i went fishing today , well, i cant expect much from 6 ppl with one fishing rod,
if i dun sacrifice, who will?
ok at least i touched the rod twice.
oh AND WE DIN GO FISHING,
WE DIN ,
WE DIN,
WE DIN,
WE DIN GO HOME EMPTY HANDED, WE DIN , WE DIN.
i guessed we went studying, i have so much to say , so lil time, my com will be locked soon,
i wanna curse.
AGAIN

.][-Splattered my blood on
12:30 AM