alright
i did my research today, and a million words are unable to express my views about this religion matter.
well, as expected, I am unable to clique with the others as i shut myself out from them due to some reasons and thus, i was unable to complete my survey which is planned in my agenda =(
Nevertheless, i was rewarded with CHRISTIAN songs and a lecture sort of thing.
i couldnt deny that my stomach was growling the whole EDGE session but yet, my heart undergo many changes.
UPs and DOWNs..
i got to admire these devoted people as they sang and prayed. When they sang, I could see veins emerging from their neck and hands were up in the air , as if feeling GOD's presence, oh my,
A holy, sacred place is certainly no place for a critic.
For me, i was in a small, ordinary room, for others, perhaps, it is one replacement for heaven look-alike.
i thank my friends for this experience, i appreciate it and sorry to whom i think i disappointed.
i shall not elaborate more on this as it's already constantly on my mind, the thoughts, feelings, and critiques.
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previously, i went to samuel's house for a bbq, SPECTACULAR!
before that , i was struggling with myself, whether i shld call bird, mike and jocelyn along,
my courage melted as the sun rose.
"forget it" i decided not to rack my brains on SHOULD I CALL THEM AND HOW.
We watched movies and it was a pity that STELLA went off before she did anything,
Grant knew any normal being would feel it's a waste of time,
note to SAM, maybe we should engage everyone next time, i would rack my brains with u next time,
DOTA isnt a good one for celebration, nor is XBOX,
it's a all boy's thing.
I FEEL IT'S UNFAIR.
nothing is this world is fair, many doubts lie in religions, culture and practices.
on behalf of the HOODs, we apologise for the insensivity to the majority.
movies, i think DEVIL's REJECT is the best!
cool, i hope we can get the prequel to it. ASAP?
it's a cool weekend and i hope studies will come after that.
HOLIDAY no more, let's kick some ASS!
PEOPLE or rather, girls i have in mind that i want to study with , in no order of preferences
::bird::
MIKE,
JOCELYn,
STELLA,
DAPHNE,
and i have a feeling i left out some people.
damn.
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i got a l0ong long entry somewhere, and this is oni the summarised one.
I'M COOL WITH IT.
baby.
may god bless you, and me
BAH!
.][-Splattered my blood on
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