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wonderful DAY.
but.
i felt so detached from those poly kids.
while they chat vigourously about their life, their gaming needs,
and while the jc students there talk about TV episodes.

i sulk at one corner listening to them subconsciously, i rotted and rotted even more.
every time i joke, it was sacarsm, i wondered if i would offend them.
So. i continued sulking at a corner, thinking about the future, thinking about HOW i am going to live life , AS an introvert.

Some may beg to differ that i am NO introvert.
BUt in the real life, mixing with poly kids, i felt so TOPIc-less.
Although they are shallow. although they are not accademically PRO,
THEy have much better social skills, something i have always admired about people like this.

I was happy to be with 4p2 again,
but i din show it.
i forgot how, to smile, EVERY smile was fake.
i couldnt laugh sincerely.
i've lost the freedom of luffing,
i forgot HOW.


I AM LOST.

ALL i could do, is force my laughter out.
i havent been laughing SERIOUSLY FOR A LONG LONG TIME

and NO, i am not going to SUMMARISE it in this entry .
COS i want to enjoy , and remember every minute that i had gone through today.
OR it will be too late once i start studying again, where i lose all emotions...

.][-Splattered my blood on
10:42 PM