oh my god, i read my previous lifejournal just a moment ago. discovered i am afucking twit. wTF la!
On top of that , i realised i am super insensitive, and i am super childish.
i hurt so many people.
But the grant at that time do not even care,
Guess my age, around 12- 14?
HURT people who liked me, i was frank, or to an extent, insenstive, i did not care, even if they broke down.
I just grumbled to my livejournal.
Seems like throughout the years, i really matured quite a bit. I know when to be frank, when to be considerate most of the times, to give care and concern . MAYBE?
Terms i used last time.
l0lx
sianx
SOBz*
many more, i am embarrassed alr.
I read the comments, i wanted to beat myself, people cared , maybe i just did not know how to react to their advices and care , as well as concern.
The grant now, is so much different, even to the extent of being ,suave. SWT
WOot
I AM GLAD I CHANGED
For the better.
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is religion really a boundary u cannot afford to enter?
Why, then, is Jeremy so detached from my class?
Obviously he is not an outcast, he just chose to isolate himself in preachings. Is it the harm that Religion is bringing to US? If u would take religion out of your criteria for making friends, maybe, maybe, you will see friends that care, classmates that are worried that u are slowly, gradually, walking into the abyssal where YOU close yourself up ad refuse the entry of our concern.
sometimes, i really think, the strong belief in religion brings more harm than good.
there is a limit to everything.
God did not give u a class to let u be alone, to feel alone. So stop drowning yourself with these. We can only be your friends if you let us.
.][-Splattered my blood on
6:51 PM