fuck, shit results!
i thought i would get a B for chemistry. i had so much confidence in it, i spent my one week holidays trying for chemistry. I let down mdm goh and more imptly, myself. I though i couldnt achieve much in life after chem lesson or maybe i din mug enough , or i am like those loser muggers out there that cant score -->jy maybe?
he's a joke. He cant get into the top 3 although the whole class knows he tries, he completes his tutorials etc.
wootever, i shud worry more about myself.
I am pulling whoever that is free to force me to study , regardless of age and
GENDER. OOPS.hormones acting up again.
nope, my family is useless, they are of no help but running me down.
If i am loser mugger, that explains why.
Anyway, i am really demoralized. i shant compare with other people, i am hating many people that score better than me!
Jealousy plays a big part amid other reasons.
WE have this china scholar in our class thru this exchange program. but our class doesnt seem keen to interact , partly cos, i dunno.
But, mrs leong is going to make him tell us about china's education system, i am sooo going to be interrested. nice one mrs leong, this skeptical critic plays with my mind, i never going to guess what she will be thinking. She has become my model. But lst, i have to be who she only teaches---------elites.
Or i will never be near her footsteps. i listen with admiration of HER EVERY CRITICISM AND PRAISE when due.
<3 leong
.][-Splattered my blood on
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