KICK! HIT! GOAL!!!.

don't you realise , people keep encouragiing fellow peers ,
JIAYOU worz~
work harder worz
u can do it worz
this common test is just a trial, u can do it de la. i trust u worz
gambatte desu!
But is it useful?
When i talk about my results, i expect people to give constructive ideas about how i should go about in studying.I want people to enlighten me, to tell me that my way of studying is ot doing any good, and u should do this and that instead of that . JIAYOU and such terms are getting so cliche that it has no effect to save u from depression due to sucky results. Don't u think so too?
when ppl tells u that u can do it, tries to motivate u with such terms, HOW DO U FEEL.

Do you see a ray of light shining on u , and u suddenly feel that u have found the WAY.
Not for me!

Sometimes , like my friend said, u got to be practical, and more mature in ur thinking.

have been thinking , why i failed, is it the lack of motivation? or the refusal to accept them?

I am exploiding with the wavering wants to retain. But 70% is because of the j1s.
then i think, am i being practical?
u cant take no for an absolutte ans, cos i can ask them for help when i need to, they can be of a positve influence too!

WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RJC AND AVERAGE JCS.
There is a distinct difference which causes the big gap in results.
We are of the same age, takes the same exams , start the course at the same time.
The factors of preparation are identical.
so wad's the diff?
i scored very well for psle, what happened now?

i am merely raising doubts without answers , that was quite dumb. i shall stop.

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1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9...,10,... i am counting the no. of j1s worthy to be my friend.it's still increasing. i am more than willing to be their acquaintances. <3 j1s

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