KICK! HIT! GOAL!!!.

time is passing quickly when u are busy or when life gets hectic.
It is not a good thing cos right now, i want time to passs slowly.
because at this time, is when i can still afford to slack and ogle at j1s.
But, when it's mid year, there goes ur freedom, the time seemed to accelerate like a bulllet train, u cant catch your breath but it concerns your life. It will be crucial, this is however, not my turning point, my turning point started when i chose this pre-U course. Let's put it on a graph, it's a downslope with negative gradient, it is the worst part of my life now, i believe it will get worse when i choose my career. yup. for some , it's their highest point in their lives, generally because they are pawning the rest of the cohord, or enjoying where they are now. actually, i love studying, i just need more time, to lay out my foundation. But this is all i have, this is what my rivals have, i have to be better than all of them in this period , i cannot lose out, although i know i will not make it, but it's my ideal. I never once thought i was ordinary , After all, everyone has a "unique" on them.
I swear i am already working twice as hard as last year, it's not really hard, due to the fact that i did not even try last year. I had fun, i hung out with stray dogs, and the fault lies in me,you know, poor time management, having fun even during promos, that's also what i did during os, i went out to play after the paper although , i have another paper the next day . i am more of reminiscing than being skeptical.
it's hard to be cynical these days, there are nothing for me to criticize, even my racial discourse has died down. I find new facts everyday about religion and race.

Oh btw, some people just do not have a happy family. so maybe you should stop comparing alright? i would love to tell u that , and be frank with you but you did not come online today so.. here goes. One should not judge others according to one's lifestyle. I mean, sometimes, it hurts real bad.
Who doesnt want a happpy family where you talk more than 3 sentences a day at home?
I seldom speak of them and even when i do , many might realise nothing good comes out. I am being melancholic now but as some of my friends say, it's better to speak out than, u know, keep it to urself

or u dun even know why one hates u out of a sudden.
ooh, i feel like i am getting better at hidden meanings, not to include tons of it today.
NUS was a waste of time, i had no aim, but i went along nevertheless, with the time spent, i could have used the time to catch up with the national average. I hate ti when i use the scarce time i have to NOT benefit myself, however, i chose to go, so, it's just me overlooking the precious time i spent on something that wasnt really quite beneficial. But see, i am not really complaining.i am just doing an overview cum review of that trip.

Oh did i tell u , my mum smashed the newly bought DVD player cos my sis watched some korean drama with it?
I am still feeling sore about it, if i could still watchDVD, i would have borrowed prison break.
If u buy a dvd player but u cant watch dramas.
WHAT'S THE FUCKING POINT OF BUYING ONE?
i 'm still sore.

.][-Splattered my blood on
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