MY GP TODAY was horrendous. For paper 1, essay writing, i wrote on
"is food aid the best solution to hunger"
I wrote less than the word count required, i had no points to write about, and i ranked that question hard before everything, but i still wrote that essay , and up to this point, i still do not know why.
PAPER 2,
Summary and Application question can be almost a zero.
I did not know what the question was asking for, i did not summarise and when i started on AQ, 5 minutes left.
I used the five minutes to think about why i am here in jc,why did they let me promote, why gave me false hopes that i might, score as good as AAA.
I have been pondering about this question since the first test, i think it's either maths or chemistry.
I could not pluck out enough courage to leave this school, cos i know i will be lost. I would feel lost, cos there will be no peers to guide me around. I stayed on, telling myself to try my best for this common test and gauge myself, how well i would fare and decide later.
GP paper is bound to fail, will the other subjects fail me? or Am i going to fail myself again?
why the fuck they let me promote.
I got 5 Es and 1 C for my promos.
HOW the fuck i got so UNLUCKY.
I got to help myself now.
.][-Splattered my blood on
2:42 PM