KICK! HIT! GOAL!!!.

I wake up, thinking of someone special,
I feel my blurred vision clearing, i felt around for my spectacles, put it on and found myself back to reality, I am in my bed, how i wished I was still dreaming where my fantasy world revolves around my LIKES and wildest desire,
Reality is like the desire to travel around the world where you are hopeful your trip would be great, only to find disappointment when you reach your destination.

Indeed, when i woke up, all i have is disappointment, nothing came true, just when you thought dreams can be signs to guide you along your adventure of 17 going 18, where one's true love is ahead of you, yet so far, unreachable, unimaginable. I could not get close.

Naturally, distrust surfaced between my peers, uncertain if my burning desire is only but a facade, perturbed at the sandcastles i build in the air. My emotions ran wild, I was disturbed, if I was a genuine swain at heart, where my emotions are the purest.

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I got back my essay, I failed again, there was a "SEE ME" yet again for the umpteen time. I cannot see the problem here, my ideas flowed pretty smoothly that day i did the test. Is it the style i write? that it is different from the ordinary?
I consoled myself that I was a little different in writing then my fellow counterparts who did essay writing too, that my style is suited for another genre of writing? Like that of a journalist, who analyse and comment . Deceit floods me when it comes to GP. Every lesson, I attend the lessons with deflating enthusiasm. I shrug. It's evident that my language is above the average of my cohord.

I reviewed my case repeatedly in vain, I am despondent, uncertain of my capability to produce results to prove Mrs Leong wrong.

Balancing these dilemmas, both of which concerns my future, my satisfaction in the long run, I am unable to neglect any.
My confidence is on a low one right now, any form of morale boost will undoubtedly make me smile.

PRESENT- NEUTRAL
Future- UNKNOWN.

what does the future holds?

"NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU DO NOTHING." -MRS Leong Moo Yoo.

.][-Splattered my blood on
7:30 PM